reality is unfriendly now. there is a surplus of unwanted information.
i'm looking for an escape from the supercomputer of the world, from
the visual overload, the voyeuristic cesspool, the emotional ambush.
i don't know how to stay alive in the world and protect myself. i'm
beginning to think complete hermitage is the only solution. i can do everything
from a private room, an insulated cocoon of oblivion. i can do nothing here.
i can get nowhere this way. i am already disconnected physically ---
now i must cut the dragon heartstrings with scissors of sterling, i must
open and close my eyes, i must steel my translucent self for what is coming.
she
6 comments:
my dear friend,
it's okay to quit the internet. give your "eager-to-prove-how-unloveable-i-really-am" eyes an effing break and instead cultivate the "i-am-beautiful-with-or-without-someone" eyes their day in the sun.
go with god.
crm
I'll hermit with you, though it wouldn't really be hermitting then would it?
Also, hermitting, not a word but I don't care.
sending love and sunshiney vibes your way!
there is nothing wrong with a good long break, but rejoin the world after a while... :)
xo
Ditto on CRM's sentiments...you gotta do what you gotta do, and only you can decide that for yourself! It may be just the soul cleansing you need!
Aloha!
Just.
You know I know.
I love you.
if you decide to stop writing here I will miss your writings! :)
but, i get it. it's cool.
but still, you will be missed.
and also "dragon heartstrings" and "scissors of sterling" and "insulated cocoon of oblivion" and really i could keep going. i love the poetry in this entry. splendid.
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