ohhhhh friday

this week has just been so weird, i've been up at all hours, and i haven't read nearly as much of Harry Potter V (Order of the Phoenix) as i've wanted to. my roommate asked last night what i was doing this weekend, and i realized that even by Thursday night just about every moment of this weekend is already committed to something. it makes me slightly cranky. but i'm living a full life and taking advantage of many opportunities, and that makes me happy. and proud. not too long ago all i wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry for a few years; but here i am, dashing around in the sunlight, eyes up and heart ready for whatever rises to meet me.

(okay, well, my heart is as ready as it is right now --- who knows if i'll ever be ready for what this whole mess turns out to be about --- or if i'll ever know what this whole mess is about.)

what i DO know is that i want this bedroom to be my bedroom. now.


a close-up of that WINDOW SEAT:


yeah. like i said. now.
(this home found here, originally featured on Skona Hem: one of the sources of all good things. other sources of all good things: Anthropologie, Target, guacamole. wait, what?)

alors, ce weekend:
- wedding rehearsal (i'm the lone musician! on piano!) + Avatar
- some manual labor + wedding + reception
- singing, learning, remembering
- hopefully some reading, eating, and sleeping
- i don't think there will be room for much more . . .

et vous, mes cheries?