{ she can be happy, sometimes }

a look at real life, real-time, right now.

i mean, just look at my maniacal pancake girl face!

it definitely needed to be put on the internet.

i just wanted to capture these moments because

i. am. happy.

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so often i come to this space with a heavy soul looking to lighten my existence a little...and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. this tiny blog has done amazing things to help me manage my internal tumult for so many years. and if its readership is limited (if 4 people could be called a readership), the understanding in that community is profoundly deep. 

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at this point i could wander down a long introspective path

about finding your rhythm, your very own rhythm,

learning to hear your own voice (mine is rich and ribbony, like a viola)

beneath all the other voices emanating from every other possible source

i could tell you about this process for me,

how long it's taken, how long it's taking, how long i know it will take still.

how i think each person goes through this process if he/she chooses to,

whether single or married, by choice or otherwise.

but those are other thoughts for another day.

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for now all you need to know are these things:

i'm finding a joy in learning myself,

an ease in being with myself that feels so good and long in coming.

i'm wearing the most magnificent galactical purple leggings right now.

nico & vinz's album is perfect for solo kitchen dance parties:

i'm about to pour my third cup of coffee.

i just finished the batter with two adorable mini-pancake bébés 

and now i'm going to eat them.

i'll leave you with that.

happiest of sundays to you.

she